Walking in the fullness of God is not a decision that you can just decide to make on the spot, and then there you are all of a sudden walking in His fullness. No, you don’t decide that you are now ready, but the reality occurs once you become ready. Deciding that you desire to become ready is very necessary, but many other things are necessary first in order for you to become ready. Would you just decide to leave your kids with some strangers just because they display acts of kindness and thoughtfulness during the entire ten minutes that you just met them? You don’t really know them people yet. They will not be keeping your kids anytime soon. It’s the same with God. He may have known you before you were in your mother’s womb, but He doesn’t know what you will do now since you’ve been here on planet earth. God even said to Abraham at the sacrifice attempt of his son, “for now I Know that you fear me, and will withhold nothing from me.” You mean God didn’t already know this about the Father of Faith? I don’t know if I could personally hold to that level of faith, but I’m glad that Father has His ways of discovering His sons.
When you grew up as a child, it was not God at the Father level directly influencing your ways in your early days. You got the word as a child growing up, but the sphere of the Father doesn’t know what you have become until much later when the rubber starts meeting the road between you and He. Until you become of a certain level, God will have you under the influence of your level of growth: you don’t get college professors if you have not yet come through elementary training successfully. Then God will begin to determine what you are at that time, by having you work together with what He desires, then the two of you are off and running to determine the degree of His fullness that you are ready enough to walk in: whew and phew.
If you don’t know this by now, just about everything God does at the Father level will leave you full of surprise and at times longing for relief. You hear the sports world talking about bringing your A-game to the big dance, but the difference with Father’s sphere is that He brings His A-game to every dance. There is no big dance where a coach can rest his star players so that they are fresh for the big dance. We get in trouble of losing the game with God when we decide at that moment to take off and rest up for a game. You can get away with that in professional sports in a regular season game as long as you bring it fully once the play offs are underway, but you can’t do that stuff with God if you have plans of moving on to the next level. In the space of God that contains the times and the seasons, only sons that come to play fully every game will even be considered for the opportunity to walk at the Father’s level.
It’s good for you to continue in the word until you become ready for that final level. Do not try to make that leap prematurely because there are no nets to catch you to break your fall. The word will bring you to the place for the entrance to His fullness because no body comes to the Father without Jesus’ okay anyway. Jesus is the full God, and He will gladly provide for all of your needs. He is fully capable, and has guaranteed your success. However, for those of us that are called to experience God at the Father level, nothing but A-game awaits you. Ask yourself, am I willing to endure my cross directly under the light of the Father’s level, or for now should I stay in the eclipse protection of Jesus, and endure my cross where He always has a net out to catch me whether I’m playing at my A-game or not? So here it is in a nut shell. It’s not about your game. Your game is not good enough anyway. It is all about His game: so here is your question to yourself. Am I willing to operate as a son directly under the light of Father, and do I desire to let God put His A-game on me everyday hence forth? Jesus answered the two brother apostles who ask to sit at His left and right that first the day will come for you to carry your burden as I, but today is not that day. The time will come for you to walk your burden out with the Father in His fullness, and only He can determine where you will sit. Is today that day for you? If it doesn’t fit yet, don’t force it ever. Stay in the protection offered to the members of the body of Christ by Jesus because His yoke on you is light, but at the Father level there is nothing but A-game. Is it Fathertime for You? It’s Fathertime for me!!!